Lost

I have to say I'm lost
All I have can't pay for what love costs
too much loss
Home ain't even where I wanna go
Happiness falls into the laps of everyone I know
Even though
I try to make them happy hopin it will return
It won't but maybe I'll never learn
my turn
seems like it don't wanna go where it's supposed to be.
good things don't seem to like me
i see
all I ask for is a kiss maybe on the cheek
by the one I long for week after week
I'm weak
When it comes to her and everything she means
It pains me to feel like things are really the way they seem
I mean
She is beautiful but so far away she is
from me and having my heart fulfilled
until
One day after I beat all the odds and defy laws
I hope to be with her and she smiles leaving me in aw.
yet far
I gotta go seems like across the world
on my hands and knees for this girl
uncurled
unleashed and revealed is real
released and freed and unconcealed
and she'll
one day say I love you too
but whether or not that will be true
Who knew.
But right now. I'm lost. And she
is lost in my head. My heart. In me.
maybe....